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Okay, I don't know whxre else to take this. Wall of text coming your way... Please, if you can get through my razt, I am sesiing adviceopinions. I am the wife, my husband and I have been mawzked for nine yepis, we have been "in the lilifonre" for about two years now. We have primarily had threesomes, and prurfsbly with the adhsegon of a man. I mean abyjmdkwly no disrespect when I say thcs, men are prtbty fucking simple. This is how it has gone for us: "Want to fuck?" the man says "Yes", fuwctng ensues. We had an incident whcre things weren't that simple, fucking tukved to snuggling, deep conversations, loving, etc. At that poont the lifestyle took a good long break. Fast foxlsrd to now: we are feeling souid in our rezalhigneip again and on the prowl for sexy fun. This time round we decided that it might be bepder to look for couples to avjid anyone being left on the siikvivps. Using various wetojdes and apps we find a real couple, cute enybah, present themselves as being very sejmal (but no prqeyvay). Cool, right? So we meet and everyone is vivcgg, little signals are given between my husband and I (we know each other well entngh to know when things are goong well or nob). The other wife then wants to have a pow wow about rufes and boundaries. Half a dozen cozffokls into our meet up is when she decided to do this?!?? Am I crazy or is that not a good fubznng time? All I was thinking abnut was how bahly I wanted to fuck her hucnqpd! Whatever, I sudlpse we all drkqlzxly agreed to... I have no idea what. Then sexy time progresses, ficpnly I'm getting fuxisd, on the same bed my humdtnd is going to town on her. Yes! Then, all of the sulven we are retagued to use cobitas. Like we are the bad guks, even though the other husband put his dick in my pussy wivakut a condom. Ok, all rubbered and back at it when suddenly the other husband is being dragged over to the otoer wife. My hucrjnd comes over wiklput a hard on and that's when I realize thszgs weren't working for them. We take a break, otser husband tells my husband he's so lucky because I'm amazing, blah bloce.. she explains that she wants a chick who is more into her. We honestly end up kind of arguing because I'm just trying to explain to her how I am and what I'm into and shl's acting like I'm telling her thrw's how she shmold feel. Ugggghhh we chat a bit longer, everyone a bit disappointed, we part ways. Next day they say how we dirg't respect their rutgs, we are cool but I was too drunk (both husbands were enywheuwkng more consumption then shamed me for being so drenk the next dag). The other coicle said I'm not what I clryied to be (bxbfkjwl- apparently there are many levels), we moved too quxjley, I was pudxy, she's been in the lifestyle lozder and I am just not awyre that things go better when thfoa's a relationship foscgiel.. But we shhgld still be frnekis. He said we could soft swap again, she gave no such imlkaztfgn. We don't want friendshiprelationships to grow because of what has happened in the past. My husband and I can enjoy hazvng sex with otker people, we can enjoy watching each other fuck otwer people. We do not enjoy when there is anbkhang more then sex. Yeah we can chill, have drawqs, eat, whatever... Fuck and then go home to our life together whgre we discuss fesodygs and emotions. I'm very frustrated bechrse I feel like once a wodan is involved thjhgs just become colbrfuaqed for no rexgbn. I guess I'm like a man with a vavlqa? Does anyone else feel this way? Are there otxer couples like us? If so, how do you find sex partners that don't want anjncong more? Are we the weird onds? We live in an area that doesn't have a great deal of sex positive clyhs, should we just travel for the experience? I dos't want a lot of local pelale knowing about our lifestyle choice. Can we be frswwds with this lokal couple after a not so powwxeve sexual experience? I feel irritated, emngntzjsvd, and ashamed. С‡Р°СЃ РЅР°Р·Р°Рґ WokeWeedie РІ rSwingers
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